Mmkay well naughty me I havent bloged for days :P to be honest its not like I was greatly missed lol:P
Anyway Ro is currently at a family funeral and I really feel for him and his family and I give them my deepest sympathys! (((hugs)))
But well tbh as I encountered today life well and truely carries the f**k on regardless of what you are trying to do!
My chinchillas got lose and were running around downstairs so 6am I was rounding them back up they also nibbled my notepads! But at least they didnt get hurt and are safely back in there cage !
I got up to a few thing over the last few days such as watching some friends have holes made in there tounges and then little shiney things put through "arrrrr pwetty!"
And going to see the new bond film I hadn't ever seen any of the others and although it hasnt exactly inspired me to watch the others it wasnt bad for a sunday evernings entertainment!
despite having to wait over an hour before we could go in !
College have told me I have "declared " myself quit! though when I actually said these word is beyond me! but its alright I am allowed to keep going untill I am accepted on an apprentaship or on to a job! so thats sweet of them!
Though to be honnest a had better find a job asap as I cant stand living here much longer.... I know most people say they hate living at home when there young ... but really its suffocating Im not allowed to go to parties because im on prozac and my nan says I might not take it if im not at home and she doesnt trust me , and im not allowed away from the house for more than a day beacause of the chillas! so well Im considering my options shes hatted the chillas ever since I got them and thats bad enough but I could live with that its the other things I cant deal with the fact my life is constently a battle with her Im not even her daughter nor is she my leagal gardian so surely she should be thankful I ask her permmison at all!
okay so perhaps im acting slightly brattish its just hard when you actually live in it not to find the faults! she also wants the money back for the bus pass which means my first four wages will be spent on that ...yay! so tbh im just so pissed off when I look at what is going on for my friends I just want some of that normallity! driving lessons and tests and dating and parties and parents! really I cant hack this way of living anymore I mean we dont even have any fricking heating in this house!
we only did have central heating for one year then it died coz it was about 30 years old (no jokes) so yeh its just everything is so damn sucky! anyway I suppose I had better stop now else ill write till my fingers bleed! though tbh that seems appeling now... at least it would warm my hands the hell up!
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