Okay well I'm not really in the mood for an in depth post.
I will be gong to Ros Parents for Christmas and spending 7 days away from home which concludes with going to Liverpool for new years !
My Aunt very sweetly has agreed to keep an eye on the chillas and care for them whilst I'm away! else I would have stayed behind to care for them!
Today is a very sad day for me and I'm sure it always will be! the pain gets easier to manage as the years go by but its still there as strong as ever.
I think about you ever day and I'm so sorry I never got the chance to meet you and that you never got the chance to giggle or smile or to enjoy the wonderful things that this world has to offer. But I'm pleased you never have to suffer the terrible things this world also has, the suffering that many people, many small people just like you go through everyday and never know true happiness! I'm forever grateful that you will never know that pain.
But that doesn't stop me missing you every single day that we do not spend together. I hope your safe and happy were ever you may be and I know in my heart that one day we will meet. Until that day...I love you....
Well I'm going to carry on aimlessly doing things in the hope to keep my mind occupied and stop me from getting all crazy upset having just started to get over the depprestion I really dont want to topple back over the edge again.
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