Jees Its taken me the past month to actually get back on my poor blog :'(
So much has gone on... I went to a party in Runcorn
Got a tummy upset
Went to a farm
Got photoshop
Cut my thumbnail off (ouch!)
And so much else I just cant remeber it all :S

Or 1 month 1 day till I get a tatto/nose piercing :O

Anyway Ive waited so long to get this bloody blog working that I know have no idea what to write :P typical

Okay well here are some of the pictures from my trip to the farm ... oh and my phone that ive had for 31 days!!! has died .... wow nokia you have exelled yourselfs yet again :S

Gah the chunking!!! will it ever stop ???

wow what a beautiful day :D!
and despite the fact I didnt really sleep and I feel quite crap Im pleased to be going out today :) to a local farmy place honeybrook farm with some family friends :)
It will be nice to catch up and to enjoy the loverly weather!!!
Have a good thursday
Ill post pics and stuff later
bye bye
HAPPY THURSDAY

The one where I admit to having Gruffalo as my phone background

Okay so maybe it isnt all that important to the rest of the world... But well I just wanted to get it out there :P

Oh and Mikey... stop ignoring me! I know your out there!!! Get off WOW and back to the real world!
Hmmkay so well so much is going on in my crazy little world... so much that I managed to neglect you for so long ... little patch of web.
Me and my Boy"friend" are going through what is commonly known as a "rough-patch" I did take it exceptionally bad to start with and even proceeded to cut my arms !... then reality kicked in and I felt like such a prat!!!!!
Now well we are "together" but well that's about it lol. Im trying to take my whole life one day at a time but well Im such a forward planner these is a hard thing to try to do! but well its for the GREATER good!
I have been throwing up since Friday... pretty sure its not a bug and I KNOW im not pregnant(ive heard you need to actually HAVE sex for that to happen :P jokes) so im guessing its just STRESS.
Just under 2 months till my 18th! thats one scary ass thought!
Got really rather"merry" at the weekend and it was a real kickass time! Rowans colleague was leaving work so we all went out to well I dont know if you can really say "celebrate" as thats a tad harsh but well to wish her well in the future :D which was all very nice and almost ended in a few of us (me included) taking a trip to a certain well known Gentleman's clubs :P
Well I suppose theres nothing much more to add for the moment other than some pictures
Ill be in touch soon I suppose but no promises xx

Oh and Im very happy for you Juzzy :D hope all goes well next weekend and DON'T give yourself a groin strain :P:P:P

(just relised im not on my computer lol :S)

Best I could do as not on Rowans comp :(


Okay well BOY meets GIRL lol

(The day after my 16th Birthday on the way to take Rowan to the train station)
they are happy together

If not at little weird... they are both weird together
He owns a badge declaring his love of "Girl"

And leaves her funny pictures and messages declaring such ...



THEN















Nothing .... arrr well "its been real and its been fun,But was it all real fun?"

Okay well this list has been growing longer and longer all week! so I thought before I dash on off to get ready to go to Rowans parents for the weekend I should update!
so Ill do it in shortist form I can so you guys dont just about die of bordom!

work
Okay so theres soooo much crude going on around me at work atm which of course I cant go into but really its not nice!
I had to take a little tikes plastic outside wendy housey thing home with me for a week...erm that was weird.
FINNALY! my pay goes in to the bank rather than blooming checks ... that really was a pain!but well at least I get pay... Oh and sadly I miss RND at work which sounds like it will be really fun we all have to dress up children and adults and then do a sponsored work/toddle/push for RND but it falls as always on a Friday and ill be at college having my brain melted !


Family
Oh were on earth do you start!
well my Bro and sis came to visit(unfortunutly with my mother) for the last weekend of the halfterm just gone. it was great to see them and we took my Aunts puppy Wilfie for a walk. I take wilfie for walks sevral times a week but taking him with a 8 and 5 year old is really something...erm speical shal we say :P My sister freaked out when the dog pooped and said she didnt like him anymore and nearly cryed ... the declared "Ill pick it up next time,ive got gloves" Rowan of course said I should have let her pick up poop with her wolly gloved hands ... I didnt really feel that the right idea as I of course would be the one dealing with the mess and screaming! and my bro had to HAD to hold the lead with me making it so hard to control the puppy when other dogs/small children/BIG lorries came in the way!


college
I started college last Friday and found that someone I went to secondary school and some one I went to primary school also go there! small world they also live on the same road as each other which is just round the corner from me and the ss person gives me a lift there and back for the small fee or £2 a day! and since its only one friday a week term time I cant really complain at all! I can complain about the amount of work there trying to cram in to one year! one day a week ! I dont think they relise we are only human! and trying to work 32 hours + a week with 0-5 year olds and fitting in a social life ect as well as doing 3 keyskills a teqnical certificate , nvq level 2, food hygine,behaviour traning,first aid and the olther extra courses just isnt gonna happen!
Also met someone who is not only the spitting image but also same personality as rsm... what is going on there?


misk
And finally... My nan broke the oven about 2 weeks ago and Im now well and truely fed up!
Nintendogs rules!!!!:P
wagamamas sauce in sainsburys??
Yay clean rug!
HATE LANDERETTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
man coming to fit new radiator and plumb in the slave God!!!! I.e washing machine next Monday wooooooohooo


Have a good weekend

Over and out!

Okay well I decided to stay put! and although Im still a bit iffy about the decition Im sticking by it till ive finished the nvq and technical certificate and thats that!
Ive just applied for the race for life again this will be my fourth year so ive decided to do it somewhere else... which means im doing it a month and a bit earlier than ussual :S
I have a on line donation page and I would really like it if people who can actually physically give me the money could donate... any amount no matter how big or small will be gratefully exepted as this is something I strongly believe in and support as much as I can... Cancers a Bitch lets kick its arse!!!
Thankz
Megz
(donation websites is in the links to the right!)

Okay ... many things have pissed me off today! and well since noone even reads this I will get them off my chest!

1) how hard it is to follow your heart!

2) how much it hurts to give your boss your notice! (i.e I dont wanna work here any more )

3) Having ibs!

4) having a saddle that digs in my butt and now its all bruised (my butt that is!) and sitting really hurts!

5) Being told whilst harmlessly reading a blog "that it is weird and conserning" that I read blogs by a guy who spends many hours and much money on war games, and talking to people he barely knows till the wee small hours most days, rather than with the people he knows and loves (not just me his family and real friends!)

Thats about it okay so its not as bad as I made it out its just really getting to much especially the aforementioned guy being a bit full on in the imature irratating painful hurtfulness and a bit stingy on the love ! I know its there somewhere and tbh Im certain im no angel in all this lol I know what I can be like but still I dunno ... well I suppose writting a blog is worse than reading one so lets see what comments I get about spending... oh I dunno 5 maybe 10 mins doing something constructive with my time!

well cherrio sorry this picture just makes me smile :D my beautiful Kiki (kiwi Bird to be correct!:P:P)

Okay so just before I set off to claim my first pay check!!! woo (a whole £80 :p:p) I thought I might just add the website of the school/nursery im going to check out today! I didnt go to work today as I woke up with an upset tummy and a really bad back from all the cleaning I did at work yesterday!!! so yeh... anyway Im going to check baytree out and go from there really fingers crossed!!!
www.montessorieducation.co.uk
bye bye now

This is absolutly terrible... I really can't believe I let almost a whole month pass between postings!
Well my crb check arrived about 2 weeks ago and I spent last week working at parkview day nursery which I enjoyed...
But I had always wantted to work in a montissori nursery and as far as ive been told there isnt a job at the end of this placement ... so then a montissori nursery phone me with a placement and the chance to get a nvq level 4 a job after ive finised the training and they are much more local ... so what do I do go with my head or my heart ?
I dont want to let parkview down id feel like I was stiching up a partner like "screw you someone younger and prettier came along bye bye now!" but well there is more chance and oppotunity with bay tree on and the one other problem is kinda trivial but someone I didnt really get on with at secondary school now works there and has got all skinny and can drive and now I feel a tad insecure!!! foolish I know!
Anyway I cant think of much else to post other than Happy Birthday Granma for Tommorow :D
Have a great day!!!

Okay well since my computer now no longer has any internet conection. and since im up to my eye balls in house work and not to mention the sudden loss of any camera memory ive decided to just scan in aload of old and rather funny pictures as a way of kind of making up for something that well really isnt my fault... Rowan has come to the conclution that it is most probebly the router that is the problem which is quite a bugger tbh as it means us replacing it rather than it being the modem which would have been ntl's problem!!! anyway I have tons to do so ill write a proper post on Monday!

top left to bottom right

Me aged around 3 please look at this photo and NEVER ever dress you own kids like it!!!

a picture I took aged 8 in torquay

Me aged 3 with a random monkey puppet and this guy named"uncle purple" I used to hang with him quite alot and join in as his assistant in his kids shows!! (this so wouldnt be allowed to go on these days :P)

this summer at the beach

Grumpy me! (well c'mon wouldn't you be grumpy if that were you in thouse clothes! and with that damn hair!)

portland bill!

Red me! on my 13th birthday!

erm yeh .... and this one

the angel I made for the tree this year :S dreadful I know!

Talk to my stylist PLEASE!

16TH Birthday at moores valley country park! (Robert, me Elizabeth,Rowan,Zoe-women in brown is my Mum)

Me and a lego man at the lego convention I was so in heaven there lol!

Me and my Mum outside my house!

Woah long time no see!
I hope you all had a happy Christmas and happy 2007 !
Now I have that out of the way! well lets just say ntl suck big donkeys! and we havent had the internet in almost a month! so no updating for me!
Christmas wasn't so bad and neither was new year but they arent anything all that special either!
On Christmas eve I had to meet with Shelly (my new boss) to fill in the police check form and now am waiting for it to get the hell back! though it could take months! (Im so hoping it wont!)
We both caught colds whilst up at Rowans mums and they still havent passed dispite rest,lemsip and about 2 weeks since we caught them! but there we go! Im sorry to say I havent a single picture from Christmas as my camrea is playing up but other people have some so I will get round to getting them up over the next week! I also have to rather intresting videos from new years !
well I will right more later but I still havent feed people and well they are moaning!