Okay well I decided to stay put! and although Im still a bit iffy about the decition Im sticking by it till ive finished the nvq and technical certificate and thats that!
Ive just applied for the race for life again this will be my fourth year so ive decided to do it somewhere else... which means im doing it a month and a bit earlier than ussual :S
I have a on line donation page and I would really like it if people who can actually physically give me the money could donate... any amount no matter how big or small will be gratefully exepted as this is something I strongly believe in and support as much as I can... Cancers a Bitch lets kick its arse!!!
Thankz
Megz
(donation websites is in the links to the right!)

Okay ... many things have pissed me off today! and well since noone even reads this I will get them off my chest!

1) how hard it is to follow your heart!

2) how much it hurts to give your boss your notice! (i.e I dont wanna work here any more )

3) Having ibs!

4) having a saddle that digs in my butt and now its all bruised (my butt that is!) and sitting really hurts!

5) Being told whilst harmlessly reading a blog "that it is weird and conserning" that I read blogs by a guy who spends many hours and much money on war games, and talking to people he barely knows till the wee small hours most days, rather than with the people he knows and loves (not just me his family and real friends!)

Thats about it okay so its not as bad as I made it out its just really getting to much especially the aforementioned guy being a bit full on in the imature irratating painful hurtfulness and a bit stingy on the love ! I know its there somewhere and tbh Im certain im no angel in all this lol I know what I can be like but still I dunno ... well I suppose writting a blog is worse than reading one so lets see what comments I get about spending... oh I dunno 5 maybe 10 mins doing something constructive with my time!

well cherrio sorry this picture just makes me smile :D my beautiful Kiki (kiwi Bird to be correct!:P:P)

Okay so just before I set off to claim my first pay check!!! woo (a whole £80 :p:p) I thought I might just add the website of the school/nursery im going to check out today! I didnt go to work today as I woke up with an upset tummy and a really bad back from all the cleaning I did at work yesterday!!! so yeh... anyway Im going to check baytree out and go from there really fingers crossed!!!
www.montessorieducation.co.uk
bye bye now

This is absolutly terrible... I really can't believe I let almost a whole month pass between postings!
Well my crb check arrived about 2 weeks ago and I spent last week working at parkview day nursery which I enjoyed...
But I had always wantted to work in a montissori nursery and as far as ive been told there isnt a job at the end of this placement ... so then a montissori nursery phone me with a placement and the chance to get a nvq level 4 a job after ive finised the training and they are much more local ... so what do I do go with my head or my heart ?
I dont want to let parkview down id feel like I was stiching up a partner like "screw you someone younger and prettier came along bye bye now!" but well there is more chance and oppotunity with bay tree on and the one other problem is kinda trivial but someone I didnt really get on with at secondary school now works there and has got all skinny and can drive and now I feel a tad insecure!!! foolish I know!
Anyway I cant think of much else to post other than Happy Birthday Granma for Tommorow :D
Have a great day!!!